Monday, August 18, 2008 Y
Its been quite some time that i've blogged.
Recently, my life is full of ups and downs.
but now, my life is only a dead persons pulse.
It so boring at sch. even at home.
what am i suppose to do?
always on my own, doing stupid stuffs,
walking around doing nothing, i want to do sth meaningful.
but i cant figure out what can i do?
i dont know what i really want.
why do i still feel lonely when theres someone who is always with me?
i really dont know.
my feelings cant be described.
im not good at expressing my feelings.
but deep deep down my heart, theres no happiness.
crying is only what i can do.
but is there a use of it?
i dont think so.
i did things to hurt you,
but in the end, i cried.
thats what you said, i'll nvr forget.
the coldness towards me is as cold as ice.
theres no feeling and expression through your words.
but i have no choice to bear with it.
suffer on my own. i dont want to let you know.
why do i feel like im a burden to you?
a breakup has its reasons.
but i dont want you to think too much.
u had enough, yea...but so do i.
stress is pushing me downwards.
chains are tying up my heart.
i want to be set free..
i feel like i've been away from Him for so long.
yea.. through enough, its been a long time.
i want to get back to you, but when i do,
i felt like crying, just crying.
i've disobeyed you.
but theres always one thing that i've long to hear from you is,
Child, im always here for you and you're forgiven
iloveyou.Come back to me.
:'(
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Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
