BELL's

Tuesday, December 2, 2008 Y

haiz...i just dont want to face reality.
it really makes me so sick...
living in fantasy shld be good.
but i know i cant.
problems coming and coming.
maybe i just dont know how to say no.
i hate it.
what the fuck is going on with my life.
i dont want to face this stupid things anymore.
Loneliness creeps into me..
im like a girl..in her own world.
nobody cares about her existance except her family.
but that doesnt cheer up her life.
she needs friends.
friends that cares about her.
friends that can approach her auto.
not always she is the one approaching them.
haiz. what week ahead.
how i wish that i could just snap off my veins and sleep.
but sleeping with my pooh, my mickey hand and xiao paul dont make my night.
cos u arent around hugging me....................

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Little Memories Of The Past

Monday, December 1, 2008 Y

these few days dint slp well..
i have alot of things in mind..
oh well, i think i'll just be a loner.
nobody cares about me anyways...
haiz..days without you seems so dark.
you can blame for whatever you want..
its my fault anyways.
haiz..i just hope u can treasure and cherish ur life and ur body..
cos i dont want to see any of my closest friends to fall sick and efforts wasted.
especially u.
i know u are strong de.
not like me..useless like nth..
haiz.. i will take care dont worry..
whatever it is, as i said...
i will love you forever..

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Little Memories Of The Past

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