Friday, October 17, 2008 Y
Ever since that day, I've become more and more emotional and quiet.
well, the only time i make noise is, when I'm in sch.
and recently, i told Paul that i dint sleep well these few days for some problems.
and he went to search what sleep deprivation can cause some serious side effects.
and he also encourage me to slp well. thanks Paul. thank God for giving me such a good friend.
well, i don't want to talk much bout him cos i don't want any misunderstood to take place, as it has happen once. just take this good chance to thank him on my blog.
yeah. so recently been praying before i sleep. and yarh i did catch some slp and feel so much better. but still have some headaches. i can sense God telling me to Love my enemies.
well, trying though. still praying for His guidance. im actually happy to see her trust in the Lord.
some how, im happy. because, i've been wanting to talk to her about it. but just always think that i have no rights to do that. But since she have found the right way back, im happy to see her back on track. well, i do not hate her. just dislike her. but........ yesterday i read the Bible and there is this verse saying in Matthew 7:3, Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your Brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?
and so on. this verse woke me up. and i sure its what God want to me to know.
just want to say, if its God will that you two belong to each other, i will definitely give you two my blessing.but God already planned everyone's life. so, now that his with me, i sure that there is a purpose for it. so just live life. everybody wants a simple life. but there is no perfect simple.
this world is so complicated, and its growing rapidly towards darkness. so its just best to cling on God's great love. and since God had plans for you, He will give you whats suitable for you. and u can just see Him work. cos, with human efforts, its impossible. but with God, everything is impossible.
My Speech,
Friday, 17/10/08
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Little Memories Of The Past
