Thursday, October 22, 2009 Y
hi, yea im back.
now that i have much more time to update.
yea so, this few days are like shit.
seriously like shit.
No job, rot at home only.
fuck.
dint want to go out too. make me feel lost only.
my maggies are running out. money too.
nobody at home. cant cook also. no money = no ingredients.
maybe i will cook some pasta tml.
i have been staying real late these few days.
cant really sleep. tml for me is like night mare.
my menses just wont come. and my cramps are killing me.
dun know wtr is cramp or sth else. worried like shit.
haiz. nobody cares anyway. ppl are getting their jobs and i havent.
so irritating. sigh......
nobody bothers anyway. just doing their job. happily.getting money.
well, it seems like a wrong choice to go to prom.
i have no mood at all to go to prom right now.
even the chalets and holidays up ahead.
i actually regretted for not going sch this year.
not because of the results im worried about. but a total loss of friendship.
to me friends are important. cos they are the ones i go to when i have problems and stuff.
without them is like without happiness.
i dun feel good these few days.
my bf is the only person available. but hes just too busy doing his stuffs.
the world is so cruel.
Humans are self-centered. this is so true.
even i myslef is selfish at times.
what i've these few days was : Everybody will doing their own business and nobody will even bother u. i must say this are Singaporeans.
well, i cant blame everyone.
im just not that popular.
but being too popular also not a good thing.
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